Steadfast.

"Then Paul answered, 'What are you doing, weeping and breaking my heart? For I am ready not only to be bound but even to die in Jerusalem for the name of the Lord Jesus.' Since he would not be persuaded, we remained silent except to say, 'The Lord's will be done.'"

(Acts 21:13-14)

Many of us like to plan ahead in life. We get a sense of what we need/want to do. We put together an action plan and move forward the best we can. Sometimes, however, new information comes to light and we re-evaluate our plans (even make necessary changes!). And other times, even when new information surfaces, we still press forward ("Damn the torpedoes, full speed ahead!").

Such was the case with the apostle Paul. He was on his "Greatest Hits Tour" around the Mediterranean, to culminate in Jerusalem. He was taking up a collection for the original 'mother church.' But Paul had a sense that he may not be back visiting the Mediterranean churches again... so there were lots of tears, hugs, and goodbyes along the way.

At one of the stops (Caesarea), some prophesied over Paul saying that he'd be "handed over to the Gentiles" in Jerusalem. So they STRONGLY urged him not to go! Paul valued their friendships and concern, of course... but he also knew that God was calling him to stay the course.

There's a scene in the movie "Braveheart," where William Wallace has been apprehended and is facing execution. Princess Isabelle (his friend & confidant) begs him to bow to King Longshanks and hive his allegiance. It might allow him to live out his life in prison. "Otherwise, you will die. It will be awful," she tells him. Wallace's iconic response is, "Every man dies. Not every man really lives."

That was Paul's mindset. Death is not something to be feared. Following God's plan for his life is where it's at. Even if it takes him directly in the line of danger. He knew that God would be with him. And if it meant giving up his life for the sake of Christ Jesus, so be it.

Oh to have faith like that. To be firm in my understanding of God's call and direction in my life. No matter come what may. To be able to say, "The Lord's will be done." That is my prayer.